Sometimes I feel like I live with the light off. When someone turns it on I have to close my eyes because it's to bright.
I haven't watched TV (except yesterday, but I was sitting in the room with someone, not watching) for at least two weeks. I now realize that maybe stuff happened that I know nothing about . O_O
Somehow I was pretty peaceful without all the media around me. Facebook, but just the games, messenger, but only Mr X and Ms Z , oh and Little cute bear . The rest was sitting in the house, the exam, the studying. I feel very disconnected...but I am not frustrated now. I feel frustrated when I am connected. Maybe I don't post enough, maybe I am posting too much, I have to see the news, I have to talk about whatever and the disatiffaction settles in. It's easier to be unhappy when you strive to be everywhere, in everyway. I guess this is how you know what you are really interested in. You find youself doing only the things that matter.
I haven't watched TV (except yesterday, but I was sitting in the room with someone, not watching) for at least two weeks. I now realize that maybe stuff happened that I know nothing about . O_O
Somehow I was pretty peaceful without all the media around me. Facebook, but just the games, messenger, but only Mr X and Ms Z , oh and Little cute bear . The rest was sitting in the house, the exam, the studying. I feel very disconnected...but I am not frustrated now. I feel frustrated when I am connected. Maybe I don't post enough, maybe I am posting too much, I have to see the news, I have to talk about whatever and the disatiffaction settles in. It's easier to be unhappy when you strive to be everywhere, in everyway. I guess this is how you know what you are really interested in. You find youself doing only the things that matter.
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