If my 14 year old self could see me or hear my thoughts today she would go like : "you want to wear that? are you crazy? stick to our long wide t-shirts and jeans please. oh and, dude, you'd fall of those high heals!"
But 2 months before I was 15 I cut my long boring hair and put on a red dress. I started to be addicted to the staring.
Yes. this is the actual dress.
I hate superficiality, but I know lots of people who think that people who pose are superficial...I was one of them, well, as a kid.
I love to imagine the dialog between the same person at different ages. And if I ever consider counseling I would only do it if my therapist were all the selfes that I am/was. If we are all happy and evolution is present I think I'll be fine.
I am sure that in 20 years I'll see this and say. "Why did you spend so much money on clothes?"
haha
Over all, underneath all (yes, I know this is one of the songs he likes ) , all I want for Christmas is a spring flower.